How?How do you dream with your eyes wide open?How do you speak with your mouth shut tight?How do you feel when your heart is broken?And how can you sleep when you're blinded by light?How do you think when your mind is empty?How do you cry when your eyes are dry?How do you run when the world walks slowly?And how do you fly when you can't get high?How do you smile when inside you're aching?How do you love when you're dying to fight?How do you stand when your shoes are breaking?And how do you live when the world isn't right?
Let me be the bad guy.Why? Tell me why and maybe for once I'll be able to understand,because lately I feel like I never do.You're like this so very twisted charming prince,that came when I was drowning to save me And honey, you sure did for a while.But now I'm falling again, and I'm drowning.I'm drowning in the tears that I can't let out Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that they may get to you,and burn you like they burn me.I don't want to hurt you.You apologize, you know it's my fault but you still do.I never wanted to play the victim,I'm always the villain, you know?So let me, once again, hurt you and hurt me.Be my victi
i can't tell youDo you hear that?it's the saddest sound in the world.Not the strident cry of an infantabandoned-Nor the retreating footstepsof a lovelost-Nor even the crackle and roar-of a thousand-guns peppering bodies with-holes big-enough to let their-spirits seep-out-No.It's the crack of the glass faceand shudder of unforgiving gearsas the human race attemptsto wrench back the hands of the resilient mastertime.
Caught in Battle Lately I've been doing a lot of not sleeping at night. That is to say, I fall asleep fine, but about one in the morning the dreams turn to thoughts and I'm not at all asleep anymore. I just lie there, thinking too much to even close my eyes. My eyes feel bad in the red mornings, after staring in the dark so long each night, so tonight I light the oil lamp and sit up. I might as well write what was requested by a friend a few days ago, at dinner together. I find it doesn't kill dream memories, though. At that dinner, my f
The Black Bag The problem was simple, really. I was a little too drunk. Me and my buddy Jake though, we found it simple to walk with a stagger and laugh a little too loud, a simple problem. The day was pretty good, pretty drunk. The hours passed easy until Max came out of his pawnshop. Max never leaves his pawnshop. He looked so worried and strange I had to squint to be sure it was him. He got us interested, walking toward my buddy and me with trouble written all over his face. Trouble is something a man can relate to from time to time, somehow. Max walked right up
TargetYou threw my heart up into the skyaimed and shotbefore it had a chance to flyWell, that's what I get for trusting you with itHit me like a dummyDragged me like a rag dollRipped me open like a packageLeft me bleeding in the hallYour fingers were the blade and your tongue was the saltI'll step back and take a breathlook at everything I have leftand hope it's enough to pick myself upI can't go back to where I startedI'll just have to start all overRe-draw a map without any detours or dead endsTonight's the last night you get meMidnight, my new life beginsYou threw my heart up above the cloudsbut they weren't
StreetsSay goodbye to the streets for me,Because I won't be seeing them again.Tell them how I loved their noise,How it kept me from sleeping at night.The way they took me away when I ran,It was so calm when they subdued me,Took away my thoughts when I couldn't.Tell them I will be missing them so,Because nobody knew me like they did.Say I will remember them forever.
A Silly LimerickThere once was a young man named HughWho found a rather large frog in his shoe."Oh no!" he cried outAnd started jumping aboutAnd squished the poor frog into goo.
It's Compromise That Moves UsThe difference betweenyou and me:I spend my life studying my feet.You lift your eyesto ride on a bird's wing.The only hope for middle groundis to look at each other.
The TravelerI walked the Earth in search of justicebut found only the wickedness of hollow menTheir souls covered in fallen Angel's dust, their livesonce bright, filled with stained glass shards forged from shattered hopesAnd dyed in ruin-hued innocenceA pain like broken destiny rises within meI lost my way taking heartache detours and self-pity shortcutskilling dreams I thought never really existedcreating others to fill a map of my lifeNever knowing, never finding, never restingwhen all that was really needed was a dotted lineand an X placed directly over the spotwhere my heart was hiddenA wanderer takes pause at an oasisI
e x i s t."Where's your heart?" "...Nowhere.""Why is that?" "It doesn't exist, anymore."
The Girl Who Has EverythingAnd she really isQuite the beautiful girl. Quite the talented poet. Quite the genius artist.How can she feel bad about herself?How can she want to be someone else,When every time I read her poem,See her picture,Hear her voice,I know I'd give anything to be like her?What can I say to the girlWho's scared of herself?I thinkShe's not afraid that she can't do it. She's afraid that she can Better than anyone else could even dream to.I thinkWhat this all comes down to Is that she's scared &
No Longer AnonymousNo longer can I remain anonymous, just another girl checking in for her doctor's appointment. The moment I tell them the visit is to be billed to the state, and present this voucher, which might as well be painted in bright red blood, dripping and leaving a breadcrumb trail for all, with a neon sign that reads "sexual assault," I become that girl.I see the way their eyes change. I see how they look at me. The hardness of the day, painted in the lines on their face, softens, just a bit. Their eyes, normally cold and focused, now try to melt my heart with their temporary concern.I sit in the waiti
I was the Oceanwillful wind beats and kneadsa broiling hidewhitecap foam its doughstretched back by clever fingersa broiling hideseared with a palmfull of saltstretched back by clever fingerssloughs into little whitecapsseared with a palmfull of salther tongue curls upsloughs into little whitecapsto ride the crest of breakersher tongue curls upwhitecap foam its doughto ride the crest of breakerswillful wind beats and kneads
Manifesto (Villanelle)the uniforms of our revolutionwill be our naked skin and wewill embrace our executionwe will not need absolutionwe will put onto and into our traineesthe uniforms of our revolutionand after our skin-on-skin elocutionsin their beds of contraceptive debristhey too will embrace our executionthey will be envoys of a new evolutioninitiating the uninitiated at afternoon teasin the uniforms of our revolutionand in their post-fuck diminutionthe messages they erect on church marqueeswill embrace their own executionthen with our tongues bequeathed to the prosecutionand our sweetbreads bequeathed to the mediterranean seain the uniforms of our revolutionwe will embrace our execution
PunctualI speak in semicolons;I remember the beginningafter the end,My words chase their tailsinto the garbage binand I'm not quite surehow to rescue themor if I even should.And if I everfigure this life outI'm sureit will be too late.
CharadesMy room is full of half-masks--but I don't decideto get ready in themorning.It's hardto make friendswith the wind,and it's hardto fall in lovewith a box of smoke.It seems I don't have much in common withmyself.
what's the point?some ideasare diseases,Gnawing at your neurons,and crawling through your pores-penetrating your darkest placesand decaying dreams.But it seems nothingis more virulentthen the simple"what's the point?"for a loss of purposeis a thousand times heavierthanalossoflife.
Sky SheepHe's the kind of personwho likes bad weatherjust because he can drag shapes out of the airand pin those rambunctious wispsto the pages of his sketchbook.He's the kind of personwho insists the cloudsare cataclysmic paintingsof vultures eating one another,and that particular bit of fluffis quite distinctlya woman cradling a baby.He's the kind of personwho gets accused of plottingdeath, he's so quiet,but really he's pondering,and when prompted,he'll let out a sighand a wistful"Aren'tthose onesbeautiful?"finger stretched towardthe sky's downydecorations.He's the kind of person that would climb an
i like long walks on the beachOn these misty May evenings,just cold enoughto make you rememberyou're alivesomewherein the back of your brain,you can sing sentencesjust by inhaling.You can aimlesslyscribble paths throughyour thoughts,and you tendto meetyour destinationbefore you know its name.It's moments like these,when the clouds paint themselvesinto sunsetsthat I remember whycliches became thatway in the first place:they're perfect.
Something Like a :Love: PoemThe day I knew,the air smelled like stale paperand abandoned classics,and the sun, pulsingwith the pain of a summerrushed too soon,shriveled our skininto potatoes.The week was probably second cousinswith a snail,melting into oblivionas we attempted to rearrange the Wordsworth soaring through our neuronsinto something resemblinga weekend.Perched atop the varicosevein of a tree-shaped heart,you surveyed ourgovernment-sponsoredplastic while grumblingabout current affairsand the sorry stateof ketchupthese days.Your feet weresprinkled with half-remembereddreamsof mud piesand freshly-b
Between You and MeIf you really want to know, "what's the difference between you and I,"It's the fact that when asked that question,I'll say,"It's you and me, stupid!"and think that's a sufficient answer.
very good poem!
My friend's mom: How'd you do on the test?
Friend: Pretty good.
Me: Well.
Friend: Whuuuut????
Me: Oh. Nothing.....